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drinking kickapoo and watching the rain melt away. had lunch alone at the coffeeshop today since dad's overseas. food over piles of magazines. i would have loved to have somebody to talk to. there's smth wrong with blogger. uploaded a fewof my fave ballet clips but its missing. speaking of which, my wednesdays do feel abit empty now. fish dives are kewl.

presently im thinking of the few reasons why i bother to work. MONEY and to make my parents happy.

drake and josh cracks me up.

" hellow. im the eeequipmt MANAGERR "

go watch it.

i wish my headache will go away!

what a mindless post. bye!

on a beautiful easter sunday, bouncy bryan and i bounced our way to bata to get a pair of bata shoez. B B B B b b b b. Bee. bata shoezzz

my dad's leaving for uk on thursday. in the past i was always happy when he had overseas trips because
1. i could spend more time with my mum

2. he always buys back barbies from the uk

kids and toys. kids and icecream. kids and candyfloss. these things never fail to make kids happy.

and since he always goes to UK during the may period, he'll celebrate my bday a week earlier before ditching me. ditch!

dont knw why im blogging about this because it seems really inconsequential.

anw i think i havent been talking much to isaac of late. on sunday i happened to be asking him about mrs ng. and to my surprise, i found out she wasnt teaching him anymore. ( we sacked her hahahaha ). finally after so many freaking years, we have SACKED HER. now my bro's under his violin teacher. i think i hate piano because of her. gosh after all those years of bearing excrutiating wednesdays under her teachings. during my lastgrade in theory, i was so frustrated over learning the pile of notes that i decided to pon the exam. i ended up watching a movie. come to think about it, i never had the talent in piano. technique can be practised and learnt. not talent. . i am so glad my mum forgot about the whole episode. or i'll be cooked in chicken curry. i believe she is still living in disillusionment that im gonna complete my theory. she doenst knw yet. hahahaha.

but i must say i am glad i took my practical till the last grade. quite fun to be able to play korean hits and classical pieces. hehehe.

oh my. korea korean KIMCHI! my aunty is flying off the shanghai AGAIN. and i cant go AGAIN.
oh and some excellento newsoz. my entire mums side would be living in my area in about a months time. their houses are finally done. that is so KEWL. MY GOSH! im loving it!

SOL.

waiting to get out of the house. rain is beginning the pelt, im beginning to melt. very sol nw.

ytd i was out with shanster and rachel having some awful girl time. havent seen rachel since a month ago i think? her life is full of fireworks now mans. they are by far the horniest people i've met in my entire life. i was so traumatised by them that i think i was squealing the entire day. anw i was really amused by this shop lady in fareast, in a good way. she kept throwing clothes on us and making us try them on. was so funny chatting her up in a mix of dialect and mandarin. ;p and im having this awful fetish with sneakers and pumps. saw this pair of cow canvas pumps ( or sneakers? ). it was super cute. but i didnt buy it la. i realised im becoming really good in controlling my finances of late. even tho i have a million things i wish to buy now.

and then rachel left to meet xyz. joe pea deb and hotbod joined us after. i love bakchormee.

on to sneakers. gosh. the new KEDS season is so cute! what makes it even cuter, is that mischa burton is their new spokesperson. she looks gorgeous! go check out their online catalog. www.keds.com. i've really got to get a pair of keds next month!

im starting jazz tmr. its lyrical jazz actually. think its gonna be fun! joining pam and one of her cj fren. you know i always thought being a dance instructor is such an awesome job. dance in any form. because
1. you are always on the move
2. you meet different people everyday
3. you are in touch with your hobby everyday
4. you are paid for doing something you enjoy
5. it has flexible working hours
6. its exciting and full of challenges

compared to a deskbound job, this sounds far more fun.

i love rascal so much. he might be smelly, old, balding, and temperamental. but he is just cute. i think God made animals so adorable so that people would take care of them. just like how God made babies so cute.

o rugged cross

grade 8 is over, so is my hobby. im not gonna take elementary classes. for now that is. how anti-climax. everything ends with 4 dances and 2 openings. it was rather messy in the morning. ms penny was angry because some students came in forgetting to do many things. i dont think it was wrong for her to flare up. everyone needs to be responsible for their ownselves instead of depending on someone else. it does puts alot of stress on the person who shoulders all the responsibility. there were a couple of grade 6 students without proper skirts, without a uniformed arrangement of ribbons or elastics. and mind you; they should be old enough to take care of these little details. apart from all these worrying students, the CC didnt prepare the examination room in advance. so it was a really messy morning. hmm. i hate it when there is tension. nd i think i screwd my last exam up. how retarded. if im lucky i'll get above 80. the pianist was so #)(*$@#)($.

responsibility. whats my responsibility as a child of God on earth?

whats my responsiblity as a daughter, a friend, a student.

so many responsibilities to be responsible to.

im killing time now. aghh!

anw, happy birthday mr aston zheng long! if u still have the time to blog-hop which i know is a pasttime you detest, i still rmb your birthday! :) haha i cant help but think of gp lim whenever i think of aston. who doenst? freaking hilarious days. and also krystal, our relief bio teacher. i say she is one brave soul to not shed a tear because any girl would have died under our excrutiating nonsense.

" hi krystal "
" is your chinese name shui jin? "

HAHAHA. that was funny! AND how jane and i used to snoop outside the library hiding ***** bag. omg! i can never forget clutching my tummy till it hurt so bad.

very random. ytd i met up with turtle. she is damn bad to me. hurls abuses, insults me, demeans me.. :x and at the end of the day still tells me im her best fren. what the heck! OK anw best frens forever. i wanna race you at the swimming pool! just to see how slow i am compared to a swimmer. ( a chance to be a loser lol ) Rj people are so unfriendly. ytd i was waiting for my interview turn, and i started chatting up with the people around me. i guess i was really bored. the people whom i got to know for the slightest whiles were all from random schools and JCS, but they were friendly and approachable people.

im beginning to believe that i've becomed rather aloof over the past 2 years. ENTHUSIASM. i really lack that unless its smth im interested about. i dont think its a bad thing? neither do i think its a good thing. today shan happened to tell me how she always thought i was some emotionally-independent girl. heck-care and maybe abit aloof. lol. i found that rather amusing. n we missed rubgy 7s this year!? AGHHHHHHHH!!!! AHIHITO YAMADAAAAA

i like watching rugby even tho i dont play it well.

im going out with the brocs tmr :x. eeks i really miss them!

yawns and im so tired..

despite today being the umpteenth time going to srgn cc from work, i still screwd up my directions. im really horrified with myself. there is a freaking straight bus from work to the CC. im wasting my money + time + patience squeezing with rude passengers. i really cannot understand why im so lost in singapore. seriously. is this one of my 'middle child syndromes'

but heck. i realised i needn't bother about directions anymore because today is my last day stepping into srgn cc.

i'm gonna meet debs in a jiffy, waiting for my hair to dry (again). we're gonna get zznc at e same ol' place.oh yes i am currently starting on my scrapbook just that im a bit tight on cash because there are many financial commitments i have to fulfil in the month of april. scrapbooking is really fun cos i love nice pictures. (:



and one main reason for my current money diet would be for the bangkok trip. helloooow guys, who says im not excited?!?!?! here's what i dug outta my archive list, wrote it during towards the end of the As:





" ... & just as excited as i am for the HK trip, i admit im quite afraid travellling alone in hk. my uncle has been scaring me with mafia stories and all sorts : gosh, i think i might grow up to be a paranoid mother in future. please zznc, you have to protect the smallest person in the clique, and that is ME! IDEA: maybe we shld wear wrist cuffs so that we wont lose each other. HAHAHA. okay that was full of shit, but you get the entire drift, I AM FREAKED! and puhlese, im gonna set the rules. NO clubbing in that unknown place man. i dont wanna get duped or kidnapped or raped... or ... blahhh AND, return to the hotel BY 9 pm. HAHAHAHAHHAHA is that a curfew? donk. im gonna get massacred if i continue this rule-setting crap.. "



HAHAHAHA. hello the rules still STAYS!!! NO BENDING OF RULES PLEASE! maybe not the curfew thingy because i have to agree 9 pm is retarded early. what was i thinking then??!!!



lol. i cant wait to disturb the guys later at floorball. grinz.

i think i shall comply to my mum's naggings and visit the doctor after 7th april. i must not let anything come my way before 070407. ytd i heard news that sheena hurt her ankle and she most probably wont be dancing for the exam. funny how unfortunate events keeps on happening year after year. im actually starting to believe there is this unspoken curse that befalls on my exam group every year. seriously, its been 3 consequtive years that we hadn't had a complete group because everyone takes turns hurting themselves. this year alone, two of my partners fell and sprained their ankles doing really random stuff. eeks. its always a sad thing whenevr a dancer injures her working leg because it will never be 'on form' again.

i must say even tho my back still hurts, going for classes never fails to make me happy! a great way to start the start of this weeekend. im gonna miss my ballet friends alot. we've been seeing each other every week for 10 years! that is freaking long. today ms penny brought elle, her 3yr old daughter to class again. she is super cute and pretty. i can just imagine her in a tumbelina costume. she looks like a daisy! ( i am insane ) hahahaha. it was hilarious to see her imitating what ms penny says. like:

Ms penny: stop being so wishy washy girls

elle: wisshy wasshy

ms penny: okay put away the barres

elle: okayy put away the barres

HAHA! seeing how loving mother&child are, im truely happy that she has decided to retire because i think her family ( and kids ) really needs her now. esp since her children are so young. being tied down by work commitments would leave very little time for her to spend time with her family. as a mother, family commitments should always hold top place. thats what i feel. having said that, i think this would be the best time to pass/end all her teaching responsibilities since we have finally reached the last grade and that we are now her only class left.

anw i dont know i should take this as an insult. this lady adamantly believed i was 16 years old.

she thought me and my mum were sisters.

she thinks i look like a high school kid.

i was drop dead bewildered.

-.-

my back is hurting the worst in weeks

waiting for my hair to dry. had a supper super date with leo bry pea and xinnie. i ate prawn mee with a cup of micheal jackson. whao. i really love adam road prawn mee. and old airport road wanton meee. and lor mee. i <3 old airport road. grubs!

this week: other then the disgusting chore of checking files which i absolutely abhor, work has taken a turn for the better. Janet has been nice to me so far. I'm learning excel, simple billings, scannings, and most imptly, inside infor about my dads' rivals. and some bits on financial planning. WHAO. i finally get to use some econs stuff here. but sadly, EOS is as far as it goes. Lynn was telling me how sneaky my dads' competitors can get. like hiring PI's to check on Pansing/STP. what the heck! that sounds like some trivia lah.

AND im being exposed to so many different types of magazines, i think its awesome. from fashion, to gossips, to hobbies ( which include automobiles, crocheting, smocking, pets, dancing, sports, surfing, photography, scrapbooking... everything !) to even building muscles.. HAHA.
i love reading uneducational and un-newspaperish stuff. i hate reading about global affairs. what a DITZ i am!

YAWNS. i still dont like work. i dont wanna go to work tmr. this is such a contradictory entry(:

a special love for an animal

a friendship that we can count on

a connection and a chemistry

a hobby

arabesque

i havent been blogging for a reason.. sometimes love is an excuse to forgive somebody without an apology. and even without the acknowledgement that i was upset by the things you said. stick and stones may break my bones, but words would never hurt me. i wonder who created that limerick? ( or isit even a limerick ? ) i strongly disagree with it. how many times have i been affected by the slightest of sentences. i have to learn to forget what i have forgiven. after all, being older means i am supposedly more matured. .and somehow, i always tend to be at the giving, compromising end. which isnt that bad :p cos i really hate argueing. never try to win an argument (:

to sum up my entire week in one sentence: work sucks. coupled with the fact im seeing my parents 24/7, its driving me insane. haha. my parents simply love to bug me everyday about my daily affairs, espcially in the morning when im half asleep and uber grouchy. hotbod and i are now facing a similar crisis okay. here goes my typical morning scenario:

dad: so what are your plans for tonight..
me: dont know
dad: who you out with ytd?
me: my fren
dad: who lah!
me: ...
dad: you are still 18. dont think you can fly. im gonna clip your wings..
me: anything lah


and then COMES ALONG MY MUM

mum: you know me and dad have been discussing, your temperament really suits medicine
me: ok lah...
mum: you shld be more open-minded about uni apps and not close doors
me: i never what
mum: so medicine or what?
me: i told you the other day ..
mum: eh i am just concerned about your life la....
me: anything..


okay these two convos can go on and on and ON ... i am SO NOT KIDDING. i am not complaining. i love my parents alot. they really crack me up sometimes.

anyhow, its deb's bday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GIRL! you've gotta stop being so gossipy and kaypoh.. and mamasanish.

I WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THIS CONFUSING WORLD ok!